hi.

is this always it.
and breaking old ground has a painful sound.
goes right through your emotional eardrum
a ripping, and ragged edges are there like your old denims.
frayed and soft, but lacking the blood from shredded appendages.
you feel sick for some time. Then wonderful sleep comes.
some sort of a glorious feeling at the end.
ground has been broken, I’ll start sifting through them
I might still find some old things to be useful or
just to be salvaged because of the sheer sentimentality
leaking from them